| Location | Dalgety Bay |
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| Date of Birth | 11/2007 |
| Date of Death | 11/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,403 since 10/03/2008 |
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This page is in memory of our son Callan David Fyfe who was born on 16th November at 02:21 and weighed 4lbs 12oz. Callan has a twin brother Alexander James who was born at 02.52 weighing 5lbs 10oz.
It is with much heartache Callan was taken from us after just 26 mins & is now sleeping with the angel's looking over us.
Callan you never got to grace the world with your beauty but you still managed to touch so many peoples hearts in a really big way and we will all make sure that you will never be forgotten.
R.I.P SON - WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH x x x
After a fairly uneventful 37 weeks with twins I had my waters broken at 9am on Thur 15th Nov, all going well we thought our twins will be here within hours!!!
I was very slow to progess in labour, and although we didn't know till afterwards my first twin (Callan) was showing signs of destress his heartbeat was slow to recover, however as the threatre was full at our hospital there was nothing could be done, I just had to "hang on in there"
About midnight my doctor done fetal blood sample (4 times) however the machine didn't work !!!!
After another 2 hours I was moved to threatre & Callan was born naturally, he was taken right away however this was something we knew would happen with twins, so I never got to see him, infact at first nobody including the doctor that delivered him even knew if he was a boy or girl !!! he had to get someone to go check.
After a while my doctor advised me he was going to deliever twin 2 by c-section, I begged him not too, and asked my husband to tell him no, however at that point my husband told me it was too late, they had already cut me open.(This time my husband saw it was a boy)
After a few mins my midwife carried a beautiful boy towards me, and said "Nichola, this is twin 2" My heart sunk, something in my head told me twin 1 (Callan) had died, I asked her if this is twin 2 where is twin 1, she said nothing, she didn't have to, the look on her face said it all, I screamed please don't tell me he is died, she just said I'm so sorry!!!
My second twin (Alexander) was taken right away as he need help with his breathing, Callan was handed to me, and looked so perfect, I'll never forget that moment.
Even now it's such a bitter sweet time, it breaks my heart people telling me I'm lucky at least I still had one baby to bring home, guess that's true, but people forget Callan was my first son, and I shoud have been bring home two sons.
When I grief for Callan I feel bad for Alexander his mummy is sad, but if I don't I feel Callan will be looking down on me being all happy & think I have forgotten him.
"Callan" without you no day will ever be perfect ~ Miss you so much love Mummy, Daddy & Alexander x x x
hey lil Man
Hey Callan, i hope you are looking over your mummy, daddy and your baby brother, i met him yesterday for the first time and know that you are a handsome lil angel, i hoped you enjoyed your balloons you family sent up yesterday for you, and that my angel Benjamin is playing nice with you.
play safe angel and god bless
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Miss you son
Just a wee msg baby to say how much we are all missing you.
Love you so much, love Mummy, Daddy & Alexander x x x
WITH LOVE
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xxxx sent with lots of love and kisses xxxx
for u callan
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im so very sorry to hear of your loss! i too lost my son recently. it so very sad! my thought are with u and all the family. i have left u a poem in the gallery that i found really comforting when my son passed. xxxx
sending you some love n hugs baby callan xxxxxxxxxxx
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God makes little children
He makes them every day
And though He loves them dearly
He gives them all away.
He gives each to an angel
And says take baby down
To such and such a mother
In such and such a town.
Or such and such a cottage
In such and such a place.
He gives the angel with it
A big soul full of grace.
God does so love those children
It's all that He can do
To let the Angel take them
But he loves the mother's too.
And so he says I'll lend you
This little one of mine
The angel folds it's love
About the special gift divine.
The angel watches over
The child both day and night
So glad to see that lovely soul
All shining in God's light
God makes so many children
And every now and then
He seems to want one specially
We don't know why or when
He whispers to its Angel
Bring the child back to me
The angel sees a lovely sight
That someday we may see
It sees the souls of mothers
And fathers in God's light
Offering him tiny children
Whose souls are shining bright
God does so love those children
Whos souls are never dim
And how he loves those parents
Who give them back to him.
~ Author unknown
dont be sad mummy
It's me, your little Angel
Just checking in with you.
I know you're sad
because I'm gone,
and Mummy I'm sad too.
It's beautiful here,
wherever I am,
there's such a lovely view.
But mostly when I'm sitting here
I'm looking down at you
I see all your feelings,
everyday when I look down,
I love to see you smile
and I know sometimes you frown
But guess what?
I have a job to do.
God saved it for your little boy.
I get to watch over you
and protect you from the world.
So though you cannot see me
and I know it's hard on you,
You'll surely see the benefits
of the job God has me do.
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We never stop to measure
Anything we might just miss
But if the wind should blow by softly
You'll feel an Angels Kiss
A Kiss thats sent from Heaven
A Kiss from up above
A Kiss thats very special
From someone that you love
For in your pain and sorrow
A Kiss will help you through
This Kiss is very private
For its meant for only you
So when our hearts are heavy
And filled with tears and pain
And no-one can console you
Remember once again
About the ones you grieve for
Because you sadly miss
And that gentle breeze you took for granted
Was just an Angels Kiss x
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